there is only one audience.

crimson and rainbow

After I repented and I decided to do follow You instead of others..

I felt so light hearted.

So overflowed with joy..

Yes.. This is what I felt exactly on that evening of crimson and rainbow.

What steven says describes as; feeling like dancing; happy for no apparent reason.

I am no longer afraid to witness.
I am going to spread Thy name and Thy word.
To share of this joy that is overflowing in me,
for no apparent reason and given so freely..

My master is You; not some mortal.
My refuge is You; not any games.
All the praise and glory to God.

And I know that You're like a tower; a lighthouse and fortress;
still and sturdy;
eternal and everlasting;
my impregnable fortress;
victory lies in Thy name alone.

posted by Solomon @ 10:09 AM 0 Comments

To my Three Friends..

I am sorry.

I shouldn't thought like that just now.

The life that is now mine was made by Your death on the cross.
And yet the reason that I wanted to know more of You was because of some mere mortal.


I knew I was wrong to think that way but I can't help it.
I sat down. I cupped my face.
And prayed. And I repented.
Yet I know I will let You down again and again and again and again and yet again.

But I know You never give up.
You never thought of it.

You knew I am gonna do it again.

You knew I would refuse to grow if I am doing it for other reason other than You.
You knew I hate lies.
You knew me inside out.
That's why they are out of reach(for now).


And I don't want to think about those stuffs now.
GIRLS ARE TROUBLE. PERIOD.

The life with You was almost too comfortable..
even with increased attacks from the thief and numerous temptations,
I know I will rise in victory as You will be lifted up high.

And I know this was how 'Somebody' felt when I used to persecute her to the max.

And I pray for more strength, stronger than a wall, like a fortress,
that I might be able to stand against temptations;
and I pray for growth, growth not for human eyes to see,
but growth that will benefit the Kingdom of God,

MY RIGHTFUL HOME AND INHERITANCE.

Amen.

posted by Solomon @ 12:04 AM 0 Comments

John 3:16

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

The fundamentals of fundamentals.
The basics of basics.

The 26-word parade of hope: starting with God and ending with life.

And I was reminded of this verse more than 5 times this weekend.

I was teaching about this verse.
I was reading about this verse.
I was listening to this verse.
I saw this verse appear on the latest Hillsong DVD.
I bought a book regarding this verse.

And I wonder what is wrong with me,
and do I really trust him?(and I know the thief is trying to attack me)

All our works don't mean anything;
unless we are born of the water and of the Spirit we will be denied entry to heaven.

And I have been guilty for using my own strength for quite some time already.
And God I wanna repent after yesterday's sermon.

I know that I am losing control of things, and I'm gonna lose more control if I continue to take the helm.
And I don't want to feel this way, so fueled by odd emotions like that..

I want to use Your strength instead, I'm gonna to ask for Your help.
And I shall believe, with a sincere heart;
repent; with a serious attitude.

And I pray of the above as if like I have recieved it.
And I shall.

Amen. My God is a powerful God.

posted by Solomon @ 6:09 PM 0 Comments

Conviction

Him first, dance second, all others can wait.


Solomon really really really wants to dance. Right now.

He's doing hip isolation in lifts,
head isolation in toilets,
jumping and rehearsing the dance steps for sunday,
and his mind is full of 'c-cold c-cold c-cold c-cold hearted sssssssssss snake'.

Sometimes I imagine myself dancing christian hip-hop in front of the church, but that's like,
uh, far fetched.

For now.

posted by Solomon @ 1:13 PM 0 Comments

Reminiscence Chapter 2

I bought Hillsongs' 'Faith, Hope, and Love' album(dvd version) and signed up for Lifespring's membership for a grand total for 54.95$ ytd -.-

That's alot.......
But it's good to give thanks to the singers by buying them instead of keep ripping it off from others.

Adding up the album's art is pretty. Super pretty. The album's name comes from 1 Corinthians 13:13 - And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
Pretty verse X3

....but the album, there isn't even one song that i 'fell in love' with. super sad.
and while listening to the songs ytd,
i rummaged through the 'forbidden cabinet' because it was so messy.
and the first thing i got out of there is the 'memento' again.

i began looking at it,
our smiles;
the flowers;
her sparkling eyes;
her chubby cheeks;

i wasn't willing to let go of it.
even till now.

i look for your name when i'm online
i get excited when i see your name on my page
i get particularly concerned for your replies

on the outside, i didn't give a damn anymore.
on the inside, where only me and my Three Friends saw what's happening - the chaos within,
the alarms sounding

i kept staring at your face for a good 5 mins.

and i took a card protector and inserted the photo in it,
subsquently i put that picture in it's rightful place in my wallet, faced - down.

and it made me think - i am different now - what would her change - what could worldly wonders secure me - her voice will only cause pandemonium - you are solomon now - zhongsheng is dead - she's attached now - i don't need her - love isn't an inward emotion - give God what's rightfully His - and He will give us what's rightfully ours

and i immediately removed that photo and threw it back into the forbidden cabinet
it's a memory - that's all

please remain as a memory - and don't return anymore

posted by Solomon @ 11:45 AM 0 Comments

Solomon's Prayer

posted by Solomon @ 9:38 AM 0 Comments

Goodbye ZhongSheng, hail King Solomon

I am not ashamed that I accepted God because of a girl.

posted by Solomon @ 11:29 PM 0 Comments

Heal the World

MJ's gone for 2 weeks.

posted by Solomon @ 8:07 PM 0 Comments

Moonwalker

Omg. I still can't believe MJ died so early.
The king of dance, his throne unreputed and secure, and the one who threw the world into a dance revolution with his moves..

If we didn't had you, am I still here, dancing?
What would all of the dancers be?

You did those complicated moves like it's second nature to you,
those moves that shook the earth in an uproar;
the music videos that captivated countless;

making millions following your footsteps,
trying to claim your title
only to have you moonwalking out of their reach..

R.I.P MJ.
I wasn't such a crazy fan of yours until I knew dance,
and I gotta admit you were the best out there.

Pray that you'll moonwalk your way up to the heavens.
Your name in the tome of history is assured.

Condolences.

posted by Solomon @ 1:46 PM 0 Comments