there is only one audience.

Reminiscence Chapter 2

I bought Hillsongs' 'Faith, Hope, and Love' album(dvd version) and signed up for Lifespring's membership for a grand total for 54.95$ ytd -.-

That's alot.......
But it's good to give thanks to the singers by buying them instead of keep ripping it off from others.

Adding up the album's art is pretty. Super pretty. The album's name comes from 1 Corinthians 13:13 - And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
Pretty verse X3

....but the album, there isn't even one song that i 'fell in love' with. super sad.
and while listening to the songs ytd,
i rummaged through the 'forbidden cabinet' because it was so messy.
and the first thing i got out of there is the 'memento' again.

i began looking at it,
our smiles;
the flowers;
her sparkling eyes;
her chubby cheeks;

i wasn't willing to let go of it.
even till now.

i look for your name when i'm online
i get excited when i see your name on my page
i get particularly concerned for your replies

on the outside, i didn't give a damn anymore.
on the inside, where only me and my Three Friends saw what's happening - the chaos within,
the alarms sounding

i kept staring at your face for a good 5 mins.

and i took a card protector and inserted the photo in it,
subsquently i put that picture in it's rightful place in my wallet, faced - down.

and it made me think - i am different now - what would her change - what could worldly wonders secure me - her voice will only cause pandemonium - you are solomon now - zhongsheng is dead - she's attached now - i don't need her - love isn't an inward emotion - give God what's rightfully His - and He will give us what's rightfully ours

and i immediately removed that photo and threw it back into the forbidden cabinet
it's a memory - that's all

please remain as a memory - and don't return anymore

posted by Solomon @ 11:45 AM