WWJD
I guess I understood just a slight bit of how You felt when those sinners refuse to accept You, even when You humbly came down to the earth You created to save them when I tried to love those that has been giving me tons and tons of troubles.
For a second, I felt like giving up in loving those people. Seriously.
But You said to me instead, make every excuse to perform intentional love, to each and everyone.
(What Would Jesus Do) WWJD? He will fight and fight till the end, to perform that love. Yes, we should love the sinners and hate the sin instead. Jesus would go into the sinner's house to preach.
Indeed, Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends. (John 15:13)
Happy Valentine's Day
It's been a full year since our last date.
Getting a bit nostalgic down here..
I can still remember your face in the cinema.
I remembered the huge bouquet I was carrying,
dripping droplets and droplets of water on my shoe.
I remembered that i skipped bboy class because of our date.
I remembered that I was praying to a nameless God then.
I didn't know his name then.
I was praying and praying, asking him to let us come together,
in faith going against the impossible.
I remembered you asked me; "Are you praying?"
I'd say yes, now.. But who was I praying to then?
A nameless God..
Your rejection made me understood that nothing else in this world can make me happy,
not even you, the ex-'girl of my dreams', cute, bimbotic, dancer..
You used to be everything that I wanted in my partner.
But I now know that those things no longer make me happy..
The next day,
His messenger came knocking on my house..
After hours over hours of talk,
I agreed to know this nameless God.
His name is Jesus.
Happy Valentine's Day, Jesus.
It's been a full year.
15 Feb 2009 - 15 Feb 2010.
The barricade
Only in the darkest does the candle shines the brightest..
Conquer your demon, break the barricade.. Let's survive.
Amidst the chaos
Amidst the chaos, I forgot how to love.
I'd rather choose not to fight this kind of war
But Your will be done, not mine.
And Your miracles still happen day after day,
those that happen to others,
edifies me as well as themselves.
God give me a heart to hear Your word.
Get me through this chaotic week and let not fatigue get it's hold on me.
Open the gates of heaven and let Your wisdom and courage flow.
Amen and amen.
Three years..
Three years have passed since I first entered SP.
My first batch of classmates are graduating too.. but I'm not.
Well I can think back on my first day what happened,
I was with Joseph, and the class was full of aliens,
and I remembered I was complaining about the lack of girls(LOL).
But the people in that class was very warm towards me(at least compared to my current classmates), they really will talk to you and make you as a friend, that includes Manfred, Xiuling, and Jingyi most importantly.
I remembered I'd have a mini crush on the latter as well, despite her being the dullest among the girls but hey, it doesn't really matter on your looks right?
Subsequently I retained and I never got the chance to see them anymore as they went for attachment.. And I didn't really talked to them even after they came back.
I guess all of them changed.. Some became more pretty and some of them are still jokers as ever. But you see, this feels like the last week of sch in a japanese drama, that people are creating their final pieces of memories, and I am adding a leg into my final memories with a dear friend(-ed).
I'd say that I'll probably miss them next year though their impact on my life was minimal, but I'd say that their class was probably the best class I have gone to despite being there for only a short 6 months.
Thank you guys.
I pray that all of you will graduate happily and may God bless you all with a bright future ahead.
I guess that's probably the only thing that I can do for them..
