there is only one audience.: Happy Valentine's Day

Monday, February 15, 2010

It's been a full year since our last date.

Getting a bit nostalgic down here..

I can still remember your face in the cinema.

I remembered the huge bouquet I was carrying,

dripping droplets and droplets of water on my shoe.

I remembered that i skipped bboy class because of our date.

I remembered that I was praying to a nameless God then.

I didn't know his name then.

I was praying and praying, asking him to let us come together,

in faith going against the impossible.

I remembered you asked me; "Are you praying?"

I'd say yes, now.. But who was I praying to then?

A nameless God..

Your rejection made me understood that nothing else in this world can make me happy,

not even you, the ex-'girl of my dreams', cute, bimbotic, dancer..

You used to be everything that I wanted in my partner.

But I now know that those things no longer make me happy..

The next day,

His messenger came knocking on my house..

After hours over hours of talk,

I agreed to know this nameless God.

His name is Jesus.

Happy Valentine's Day, Jesus.

It's been a full year.

15 Feb 2009 - 15 Feb 2010.