there is only one audience.

To my Three Friends..

I am sorry.

I shouldn't thought like that just now.

The life that is now mine was made by Your death on the cross.
And yet the reason that I wanted to know more of You was because of some mere mortal.


I knew I was wrong to think that way but I can't help it.
I sat down. I cupped my face.
And prayed. And I repented.
Yet I know I will let You down again and again and again and again and yet again.

But I know You never give up.
You never thought of it.

You knew I am gonna do it again.

You knew I would refuse to grow if I am doing it for other reason other than You.
You knew I hate lies.
You knew me inside out.
That's why they are out of reach(for now).


And I don't want to think about those stuffs now.
GIRLS ARE TROUBLE. PERIOD.

The life with You was almost too comfortable..
even with increased attacks from the thief and numerous temptations,
I know I will rise in victory as You will be lifted up high.

And I know this was how 'Somebody' felt when I used to persecute her to the max.

And I pray for more strength, stronger than a wall, like a fortress,
that I might be able to stand against temptations;
and I pray for growth, growth not for human eyes to see,
but growth that will benefit the Kingdom of God,

MY RIGHTFUL HOME AND INHERITANCE.

Amen.

posted by Solomon @ 12:04 AM