to forget you..
This little paragraph that I read somewhere describes everything that I want to say:
To forget you: That is the most impossible thing to do.
To forget is just an interpretation.
An immeasurable love’s memories can never be wiped off.
Time doesn’t devour memories:
It just slowly, painfully converts it into fragments of a dream. ...
Indeed.
Quite damn true.
I don't ever think I can forget you anyways.
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'Doubt and Trust'
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Pokemon rangers>
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Happy Family>
Zidane: Because the others believe in me, I cannot lose.
*Kuja begins to fade.*
Zidane: Hey, Kuja...
Zidane: Is it so hard for you to believe in others?
Kuja: Believing in others... And becoming what!?
Kuja: Do you gather in groups... because you can't accomplish anything by yourself?
Zidane: Having faith in others will show you your own path.
Quite true.
Is it so hard to believe in others?
I think not.
Before I knew it,
I trusted you people,
knowing that people are just gonna fail me someday..
But that's the beauty of it.
Because life is too much fun here..
compared to the past, of 'POINTLESS WANDERING'..
Zidane: "I have people who believe in me..."
Zidane: "That's why I can face anything that comes my way."
I am..
Not the old me anymore.
No longer pointless wandering in the world,
flipping around in it's darkness and evil.
I am..
Yours..
Because You took me in,
into a world of light and rainbows..
P.S. God uses human factors to produce spiritual results. That include games. See?
dancing to eternity
my moves might be slow
my moves might be unclean
but i know of the value of eternity that lies with You
and thus my decision to persevere on in the times of testing
dancing with You, is far better than dancing alone.make me improve, make my reflexes faster,make my courage soar high like eagle wings,make my fear dissolve into perfect love,
as i set my eyes upon You..
1 John 4:18 - There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear.
stupid balloons
(Click on the picture to see the convo)
Something in this picture tells me that I am not over you yet, but oh well, what to do?
Stupid balloons. Damn. Damn. Damn.
She's still freaking cute as before.
You never fail to make me come back wanting more and more when you do stupid actions like that..
in times of trials
I never knew that I would be so troubled to tears by these relationships that are NOT of BGRs.
I can't believe it. This must be the first time.
Sorry Daddy I ran from dance.
I'm really afraid.
And I'm afraid that nobody knows how afraid I am.
But You knew.
You know I'm bad with girls.
You know I'm afraid of performing in front of people.
You know how weak I am.
Only You knew..
But it as also You who said that; it is the weak that needs a doctor;
Daddy, I am weak, You know that too,
and you know how much I need You in this dark times..
But when the oceans rise and thunder roars
I chose to soar by You about the storm
because Father You're King over the flood.
Well anyway I was at facebook looking around and I did this quiz..
And this result is exactly the reason why I feel in love with.. with.. with 'Z***'
Somewhere between all our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights and all our jokes,
I fell in love.
Well, I'll just pray that whatever is ailing her will be gone immediately.
And I'll just pray that she will remain strong and seek Daddy!
Life is a barrage of trials, for both you and me;
but the love of God is always there despite it..
1 Peter 1:6a -7 => though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials.
These have come so that your faith - of which greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire - may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed,
In Jesus' name,
Amen!
........
damn it, what's wrong with me?
why can't I stop thinking about all the evil things?
why can't I trust you people?
Oh man, God, Jesus,
please stop me from feeling this way..
Dance Aug 13
I feel like I know you from another life
And it makes me wish I wasn't so pressed by time
I can't catch my breath cause you take it away
The best writer in town could not find words to say
How there's so many things I want to get to know
I wish that I could stay but I got to go
P.S. Deep inside me there's a tug-of-war competition, particpants : my old self, and God.
Majestic..
Today is a very fulfilling day!
And I really believe that God is smiling all along today upon Nexus Auditorium,
when He see all of us hunting for ministry to serve Him!
I can't stop praising You,
I just can't stop singing to You,
I just can't fathom how many other wonders You're gonna show me,
and You guided me through that 'land' when I only knew that I could do nothing..
but Your hand fought with me, Your Word was like a path to my feet.
And I know that You're gonna show me more and more,
more as I keep giving myself more and more to You..
Show me more of You, and let me be secure in You.
You're just so great..
And I never realized that..
But when I'm at the weakest, that's when I'm strongest, because at that time You're the closest to me.
And I now have the spirit and the pride in calling myself a Christian,
even when people says Christians are old fashioned and having many rules to follow,
You're the one true way, and You're that small gate that lends to heaven..
Oh Lord, Our Lord, how majestic is Your name in all the earth
Oh Lord, Our Lord, how majestic is Your name in all the earth
The heavens declare Your greatness
The oceans cry out to You
The mountains, they bow down before You
So I'll join with the earth and I'll give my praise to You
Oh Lord, Our Lord, how majestic is Your name in all the earth
Oh Lord, Our Lord, how majestic is Your name in all the earth
The heavens declare Your greatness
The oceans cry out to You
The mountains, they bow down before You
So I'll join with the earth and I'll sing...
The heavens declare Your greatness
The oceans cry out to You
The mountains, they bow down before You
So I'll join with the earth and I'll give my praise to You
The building of the wall
Luke 9:24-25 -
For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will save it.
What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, and yet lose or forfeit his very self?
Psalm 127:1
Unless the LORD builds the house, its builders labor in vain. Unless the LORD watches over
the city, the watchmen stand guard in vain.
Matthew 7:24-27
Therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock.
The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because it had its foundation on the rock.
But everyone who hears these words of mine and does not put them into practice is like a foolish man who built his house on sand.
The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house, and it fell with a great crash.
Father
Let's build the wall together
A wall built on rock
not on sand..
so that no one can blow it away..
ever ever again.
just a little too not over you
Judging by the way I react and how I responded to you..
Judging by the way I shivered when I read through our past dialogues..
Judging by the burn I felt when I see your face..
I guess..
I'm just a little too not over you.
But I don't wanna go back anymore, never, and that's all I really know.
Guess it's just isn't time to talk to you yet.
RAR RAR RAR ROARRRRRRR!
Sigh.
ta luo pai
Was browsing CARM as usual and I bumped into a topic that reminds me of a 'cute little witch' wearing a 'pink shoelaced witchy hat'.Deut. 18:10-12, "Let no one be found among you who sacrifices his son or daughter in the fire, who
practices divination or sorcery, interprets omens, engages in witchcraft, or casts spells,
or who is a medium or spiritist or who consults the dead.
Anyone who does
these things is detestable to the LORD…"
The Bible definitely speaks negatively about occultic practices, spirits, and witches
and condemns
not only the practice but also the
people who are involved in it.
As Christians, we are to have nothing to do with the occult.
Tarot Cards, contacting the dead, lucky charms, etc., are all unbiblical and can harm a Christian's fellowship with God and open the Christian to demonic oppression.
http://www.carm.org/questions/other-questions/where-did-halloween-come-can-christian-celebrate-itSolomon says : No wonder she used to get SO freaking worked up whenever I fiddled with my tarot cards.Now I understand.Blah.
dance
Dance is not gonna be a form of
leisure anymore.
It's more like.... A
duty now.
It's more like.... A
responsibility now.
Feelings
He didn't say, 'If you love me, you will feel warm, cascading sensations of religious emotion."
Instead He said, 'If you love me, you will obey what I command.' (John 14:15).
And we all know that what we call 'feelings' are unstable paths to follow,
because our emotions changes.
Instead,
if we DO follow want to God,
'he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me' (Matthew 16:24).
If we DO love him,
we will obey his commands.
Feelings are redundant here.
First Steps
To be serious,
I am real afraid o Lord.
Super afraid.
I know now this is a time that I am called to serve Your kingdom in an 'official' way.
Now I know that what I used to call 'dance' will be used as an instrument to bring people back home.
I am real scared.
What if I don't dare to dance;
what if I don't meet the requirements;
what if I can't sync with the other dancers;
what if I can't get along with them;
what if I can't be committed;
what if I stray from my path from 'dancing for God' to 'dancing for people'?
Recently,
all the responsibilities keep coming in,
and I am steadily becoming more and more busy;
'bulleteam', dance ministry preparation, projects, deadlines and most of all not enough rest -.-
But I know that this is the only be the first steps to a Christ-like me,
being christened with Solomon's name is only like the 'tutorial' stage.
And Stage 1 is to use actions to prove that I love God.
and the rewards are being delivered from fear and inferiority to confidence and courage.
And I know that You're walking alongside with me;
and I know that You're carrying my burdens with me.
With this assurance I shall not fear,
and I pray that the conviction to do the best for Your kingdom will be in my heart.
In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.
(P.S. now dance isn't just some show to impress people, it's God's magic that flows in our moves to bring people home)
