Sunday, August 2, 2009

First Steps

To be serious,

I am real afraid o Lord.
Super afraid.

I know now this is a time that I am called to serve Your kingdom in an 'official' way.
Now I know that what I used to call 'dance' will be used as an instrument to bring people back home.

I am real scared.
What if I don't dare to dance;
what if I don't meet the requirements;
what if I can't sync with the other dancers;
what if I can't get along with them;
what if I can't be committed;
what if I stray from my path from 'dancing for God' to 'dancing for people'?


Recently,
all the responsibilities keep coming in,
and I am steadily becoming more and more busy;
'bulleteam', dance ministry preparation, projects, deadlines and most of all not enough rest -.-

But I know that this is the only be the first steps to a Christ-like me,
being christened with Solomon's name is only like the 'tutorial' stage.

And Stage 1 is to use actions to prove that I love God.
and the rewards are being delivered from fear and inferiority to confidence and courage.

And I know that You're walking alongside with me;
and I know that You're carrying my burdens with me.

With this assurance I shall not fear,
and I pray that the conviction to do the best for Your kingdom will be in my heart.


In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.



(P.S. now dance isn't just some show to impress people, it's God's magic that flows in our moves to bring people home)

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