New Year Resolutions
# 10 - I want to take stewardship of my wallet.I feel that I am so broke always recently. It is time to take some administrative measures to my wallet..
#9 - I want to spend adequate time with my family.
This is something that I have ALWAYS neglected. But I won't neglect it for anymore longer..
#8 - I want to learn how to love people equally.
I love but I tend to love people more depending on how close they are to me. I want to learn to love them all the same with the same intensity as I love a loved one.
#7 - I want to learn to spend time with my caregroup/my outside friends equally.
I neglected my pre believer friends too much ever since I came to church. I think it is really bad to neglect them so much that they say: "I'm so surprised that you are the one that is organizing the event."
#6 - I want to love the people around me more.
To accept them and love them regardless of who they are.. That's real love.
#5 - I wanna bring my family to know God!
Self explanatory..
#4 - I want to dance with conviction and without fear in my heart for God.
This self inferiority complex had been plaguing me for too long, but I believe with God's help He will help me over come. God I wanna be a great bboy.. I like bboy more than other genres leh..
#3 - Get rid of this envy and pride problem in my heart.
This issue attacks me out of nowhere.. And I don't even have a chance to react at times. I really pray that God will lead me out of it. I don't want to depend on anyone for change. Cause I know You want me to rely on You.
#2 - I want to live a life that is pleasing to You.
Self explanatory.
#1 - The conviction to 'Tell the world that Jesus lives'
Yea, the conviction to. I need to pray more for this courage. I know how good You have been in my life, and I want the whole world to know that You're so good, the best gift I ever received.
yea goodnight friends.
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God, can you tell me what are you trying to pull? What are you trying to do by letting that ass attack us so hard in this period of time? Are You listening? If so can You do something about it?
more randoms
'You will never be strong as long as you consider yourself weak.'
Cleo,
Suikoden 1
Wedding Dress..
~Wedding Dress~
By Taeyang
Some say it's not over 'till it's over Guess this is really over now There's something I gotta say before I let you go Listen
When you have a fight with him Sometimes you cry And feel sad and blue I become hopeful My heart aches secretly Then just a hint of your smile Can make me feel fine again To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you Coz then we would drift apart I hold my breath, bite my lips Oh, please leave him and come to me Baby, please don’t take his hand Coz you should be my lady I've been waiting for you for so long Please look at me now When the music starts You will vow to spend The rest of your life with him How I prayed every night This day would never come The wedding dress you're wearing It's not me (it should've been me) Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no You never knew how I felt about you And I hated you so Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy Now I have no more tears left to cry When I’m by myself I talk to you like you're here I’ve felt so restless every night Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen I close my eyes and dream an endless dream Please leave him and come to me Baby, don’t take his hand when he comes to you Coz you should be my lady I've been waiting for you for so long Look at me now When the music starts You will vow to spend The rest of your life with him How I prayed every night This day would never come The wedding dress you're wearing It's not me (next to you) Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no Please be happy with him So that I can forget you Please forget how miserable I looked It's going to be unbearably hard for me For a long while to come No, oh For such a long time I lived in an illusion like a fool She is still smiling So brightly at me The wedding dress you're wearing It's not me (next to you) Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, nooh my.........
the emotion just oozes out of this one!
CAN'T STAND IT!!!!!!!
I wanna learn..........!
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Need to find a way to break free before it climbs up to my soul and making everything wrong again. God please give a way to get of this like you've always did.
But this time for good please.
ROAR!
Thank You List
Ok this reminds me of PX's birthday a couple of years ago but anyways;
here's a list of those who have sent their kind regards:
2 Dec 2009
2357 - Ethan DY
2359 - Andy Lim
3 Dec 2009
0001 - Settler's Jonathan
0005 - Rayson
0007 - Zarra
0011 - Chia How
0018 - Jess
0032 - Jolene Lau
0055 - Benjamin Chan
0101 - Clement (B-boy)
0104 - John Zhou
0120 - Allen Song Wei
0127 - Hathaway
0134 - Ren Mao
0202 - Lance
0642 - Yang Shan
0816 - Samuel (SP)
0935 - Mei Hwa
1023 - Yi Ling
1109 - Ying Duan
1114 - Jellyline
1207 - Yi Mian
1351 - Alvin Chan
1421 - Elephant
1710 - Mickey Andy
1714 - Mabel
1831 - Saw Bian
And also thanks to Cheryl, Sis, Esmund, Thomas Li, Mazlin, even PX(omg), Christina, Victor Huang, Braynard, Jian Feng, Cedric, and Toh Jun Hao.
Special to mention here is Mom.
She sent a text in chinese saying 'son,happy birthday'.
My tears welled up immediately when I saw that text man.
Really want to thank the caregroup too,
especially Jelly, despite having dance and no money,
she took the cab down to rush my birthday present;
Rex, having work and rushing down,
and I probably know that all of you are busy though, but you all made time!
Thank God for you all; Donald, Edison, Rex, Robin, Alan, Ethan, Luke, Augustine, Bing Hong and John Zhou.
Seriously,
this is the best birthday I ever had.
Despite being.. quite disturbed at something..
(P.S. I love the wallet.)
Praise the Lord!
Birthday Resolutions
Omg the first one to wish call me happy birthday is that somebody with a name starting with a Z.
AND THAT's surprising.
Regardless I wanna thank God today, my dad brought me a new phone, heh.
I guess this should be the best birthday I ever had though, cause I had peace.
And that is really the most important thing mortals can ask for.
As for this year, it's my first birthday with God.
I really want to grow to be more alike Him,
especially in the area of wisdom.
I really believe that holy wisdom is the source of godliness.
1 Kings 3:9, aka Solomon's Prayer:
'So give your servant a discerning heart to govern your people and to distinguish between right and wrong.'
Alright thanks all for those who have wished,
and for those who have not,
try again next year :D
