Sleeping Problems
Dear heavenly Papa,
ZhongSheng is not happy.
I wanna more sleep.I had been having 18-hrs day for a few days alr.
KAO I didn't know this is so freaking taxing that I can fall asleep while sitting!
(How the heck did you survive 1hr of slp/day, you crazy shit)
My ulcer pain leh.Make it go away can?
And oh,
please make her disappear from my mindI pray hard hard, in Jesus' name I pray harder, Amen!p.s Daddy I want to slp!
1st letter to ...
You damn er xin you know anot.
You want to talk to me first then you ignore me later.
I mean hey! It's not like ME wanting to talk to you!
You wanna talk first and you ignore me, hello?!
You tell me you wanna do e-learning then you stopped replying
but after that you went to upload photos instead?!
I told you about me going on stage this wkend and you didn't give a damn, saying;
'I am doing project, pai seh.'
WTH?!
What you want now!
Could you just bloody let me go please baby?
p.s you're my gravity, Achilles' heel,weakness, you wanna be death too?
About Sighing
You always used to ask,
'Why are you sighing?'
I would always reply with a
'Just breathing deep out.'
Sometimes you would just ask,
'Why are you sighing?'
And when I keep quiet,
know that I'm sighing because of you.p.s God's plan or not, I don't know, but contact with you brings disaster
Definition of Love
But I have longed for true love every day that I have lived
And I know that real love is all about learning how to give
So I pray that God will bring you to me
And I pray you'll find me waiting faithfully
p.s uber nice song man. Real love is all about learning how to give, Amen.
Social Links
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Ever played before a game of the Persona series?
Well it's like the protagonist has a couple of relationships,
with each relationship represented by a card in the Major Arcana of the Tarot.
Which I am gonna use this system to represent my relationships, AKA 'social links'.
0 - Fool - Cheryl - Rank 7
A friend that he came to knew when he first joined the church.She used to be inaccessible to him at the beginning, but when he told her a sentence that struck her, "you'll never fight alone",he gained her trust and became close to her. She likes to hide things and not telling others about her problems.
But the protagonist opened up her heart and became lasting friends with her.
I - Magician - Andy Lim - Rank 9
A close friend of the protagonist that they share everything about, good and bad.
The protagonist first knew him in secondary school as a spiky head and someone that stole his bottle.
They end up being close friends through common interests and they always talk it out in arcades and midnight movies with the rest of 'the gang'.
Currently broken up with his girlfriend and still maintaining a cheerful outlook, but who knows what lurks inside his innermost thoughts?
II - Priestess - Jiemin - Rank 7
A close friend that he knew when they were working at Settler's Cafe.
A good natured, and cheerful girl, she constantly puts others first and is very outgoing.
They share some heart problems and is possible one of the protagonist's best female friends.
Currently having a good life with a mutual colleague as her boyfriend, Dennis.
IV - Emperor - Ephraim - Rank 5
The protagonist's shepherd.
They used to be close friends in secondary school but Ephraim went on a different pathfrom the protagonist.
But they remained in contact occasionally and one day he brought the protagonist to know
Christ after a heavy setback that the protagonist taken, and thus saved him from the world.
Likes to joke, and rarely serious, he is now having a not so happy mood nowadays.
V - Hierophant - Mom/Dad - Rank 5
The good old mom/dad! Supports the protagonist in all matters, monetary or otherwise.
Tends to always give the best for him.
Old fashioned by nature, but nevertheless, did not object to the protagonist's convertion to Christ.
VI - Lovers - Zane - Rank 8, Broken
The protagonist's love interest. They first got to know each other in a campsite while working as instructors. They were as close as romantic couples in the beginning, but by a huge ironic twist of fate, the tables were turned, and he was rejected repeatedly in his courtship of her.
Ultimately, Zane went back with her old flame, and the protagonist decides to end this pointless relationship and tears once and for all.
VIII - Strength - NSA4 - Rank 4
The protagonist's caregroup. He draws strength from their company and numerous fun plays like picking on Donald's hairs, Edison's cold jokes, and their general company. He wants to get closer to them even more.
IX - Hermit - Cong Shi - Rank 9
A profuse joker that is almost never serious. Loves to play games in solitude and spend his time alone at home playing video games. He never opens up to people, but he opened up to the protagonist the other day about his religious beliefs.
Currently in his last week of attachment. He's being happy.
X - Fortune - Jerome - Rank 5
A companion of the protagonist ever since sec 1. They are close friends that went thru alot including liking the same girl, and they ran away from CCA trainings together. A highly talented gamer that can pretty much excel in any games he plays. Other than dance simulations.
Currently having a great life with his girl, Xanthe.
XI - Justice - PX - Rank 7, Reversed
A once extremely pivotal character in his life, they became friends thru Andy.
Captivated by her charming smile, he fell in love with her but the love was never answered. Eventually they broke off contact knowing that this is the best for both parties,
but she always remained as a very powerful memory in his heart.
He saw her yesterday and they had 3o mins of quality time which is long overdue 2 years ago.
XII - The Hanged Man - Dan - Rank 8
The first of his friends in which they shared everything, he used to be a highly detested and a highly efficent money spender. Now, he's nearing a cassanova but always meets failure in his romantic relationships in the end.
Currently brooding over what happened with his recently love interest.
XIII - Death - OdjN - Rank 10
His other side. The evil, lusty, angry, dark, selfish, and emo side. The guy spouting 2 black wings from his shoulders.
Currently under control by the awesome God.
XIV - Temperance - Bing Hong - Rank 6
A friend he just got to know in church. Easy going and cheerful, he is the first friend that protagonist made in church. Currently having some problems with his cg and often seek refuge in NSA4 and other groups.
A good mutual friend with Cheryl.
More to come! =)
p.s now i know that my narrative sucks like MAD.
