there is only one audience.: Happy (Spiritual)Birthday to me

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Yay! I am three months old(spiritually)!
Wooo song bo!

Well I am really touched by the CG when they do such surprises for me.

I.WAS.REALLY.STUNNED.

When they put a cake on the table and 'happy birthday-ed',

I sang along, only with a 'happy birthday to zhongsheng' :S

Really need to thank God for today;

I was really feeling dry from thursday onwards,

so before we sang praise to the Lord,

I gave my cries to the Lord,

'Oh God I am really feeling no-mood here. Could I please have a refill?'

And He answered me promptly,

via the sermon that was given to us was,

about 'rising above our fears'.

I know I am actually afraid of sharing the gospel because I am afraid of rejection.

But nonono.

You actually don't need anything else to share.

You have the faith and the belief in God, and He will provide you with everything.

F-O-C one.

But I am actually really proud of the gospel.

It might really be news that are 'too-good-to-be-true'.

But God's presence in my life is really undeniable now.

That this change in me is really God's light shining in me so that I could get out of the maze inside me.

For He sees at the bird's eye view while I see only what's in front of me.

So I will submit to Your guidance, for it's the only one true way.

He's the good shepherd and I shall not be in want.

Ephraim planted the seed, I watered the plant, but it was God that made it grow!

Praise the Lord.

Lastly, thank you guys for the book, 'I kissed dating goodbye'.

Yea, I think I'll really need it. LOL

意思浅浅.

P.S Then again I don't really know why girls NEED to have r/s(esp.Y-O-U) anyways.