there is only one audience.

The Lord's magic trick

Chalet was fun.
Good, rare quality time with the peeps.
Just that I was practically reduced to a walking zombie due to multiple 18-hrs days.

This week,
God has been too real in my life for me to dismiss things as a mere coincidence.
Impossible man.
Especially this weekend's service. WTH MAN.


So there I was at 6th floor preparing and decorating my card for the testimony later,
and I was minding my own business and chatting away, other than 1 fact that is particularly bothering me.

There was this guy, who is basically a splitting image of the bitch's bf,
I was kinda annoyed/disturbed by his presence,
not for the first time alr,
then jf was walking in front of me,
then the guy was beside me.

Jf was talking to the guy, then after we climbed the stairs,
the guy came forward and introduced himself to me.
I was like, the hell?
So zhun meh?
Got so zhun de meh?

Then when we were at backstage,
then this girl who kinda reminded me of the bitch was standing in front of me,
then I was, man God, what are you doing?

But,
the most fascinating thing was,
when it was finally my turn,
I kinda feel so 'THANK GOD' cause I can walk in twos(which my partner was su quan)
instead of one which will make me so paiseh,
AND I TELL YOU THE SONG IS SO NICE THAT I KEPT HUMMING IN WHEN I WENT BACK TO THE CHALET.

but when I was flipping my chart,





Then I was stunned. Literally.
I was thinking, "The hell? That's a lie!"

My mind was instantly flooded by her name and her face,
and the next thing I know, we already can leave the stage le.
And afterwards when we returned to our seats,
as usual, we began praising the Lord in worship as the service draws to a close.

I sang with deepest fervor and at the top of my voice.
I literally cried.
I know God have amazing ways of making me smile even when I'm in the deepest abyss.
And I praised God with all my heart, soul and mind.
And I began praying for you,






After the service I just rushed down the seats,
even forgetting my testimony card,
to the place where I thought I saw her.
Nope. No sign of her. No Zane anywhere. Too bad.


And after I told Cheryl the story,
she'd say,

"I also thought why were you displaying that stunned face on stage?"



Praise the Lord,
You always know what it takes to bump up the day.

posted by Solomon @ 11:57 AM